New book by Colleen Ishwar
Awakened: From Breaking to Becoming
Learn firsthand how life’s most difficult seasons often become the turning points that shape who we are meant to become.
Motherhood has a way of cracking you open.
One day you’re clear about who you are, what you want, and where you’re going. Then something shifts — sometimes dramatically, sometimes quietly — and you find yourself standing in the middle of your own life, not quite recognizing the woman looking back at you.
That disorientation isn’t weakness. It isn’t failure.
It’s the awakening that motherhood sets in motion. And it’s one of the most profound — and least talked about — passages a woman will ever move through.
This is exactly the work I was made to walk beside you through.
I know this path intimately — because I lived it.
For years I built a career I was proud of. Medical device sales, professional achievement, a life that checked every box I believed would lead to fulfillment. From the outside, everything looked exactly the way it was supposed to.
On the inside, I had quietly lost myself.
I was successful on paper and empty in my soul.
Then in March 2024, everything cracked open. A life-or-death birth experience forced me to stop — and for the first time in years, truly listen. What I found in that stillness wasn’t what I expected. I found the woman I had been becoming all along, waiting patiently beneath the roles, the achievements, and the expectations I had built my life around.
That moment became my awakening. The beginning of my own realignment. The first breath of a new chapter I didn’t know I had been writing all along.
And it became the reason I now do this work.
Over the years that followed, I made one of the most important decisions of my life — I invested deeply in myself. Through coaching, reflection, and doing the honest inner work, I walked through some of the hardest seasons of my life. And on the other side of all of it, I finally stepped into the woman I was always meant to be.
That journey is why I’m here. And it’s why I walk beside other mothers as they navigate their own.
Awakened: From Breaking to Becoming is the honest story of that journey — written for every woman standing at the crossroads between who she’s been and who she’s becoming.
How we work together
This isn’t about adding more to your already full plate.
It’s about slowing down, tuning in, and honoring the inner work that this season of your life is asking of you.
Through deep coaching conversations and intentional reflection, I guide you through areas of transformation:
Your Journey
No two awakenings look the same — and your coaching experience won’t either. Here’s how we move through the work together:
Discover
We create space for honest, deep conversation. You’ll uncover what’s been keeping you stuck, reconnect to what your heart truly desires, and begin to hear your own inner voice more clearly.
Realign
With clarity comes intentional action. Together we’ll build a personalized path aligned with who you are becoming — not who you used to be.
Become
Through consistent reflection and courageous action, you’ll begin living in alignment — with yourself, your purpose, and the woman you are growing into.